Wow, I have not been on in awhile. Well, before anyone jumps to conclusions, I'll just say I have NOT had the best time. For one thing, my Halloween was a wreck, if anything. Mainly because I had a dream, like, two nights before Saturday, and it was already Saturday in my dream. And I was just watching TV with my bro and sis, which is what I have done for Halloween night these last few years. Then it was, like, a couple days later, and I was at a funeral, which was odd for me, 'koz I haven't really went to any these last few years, unless it was someone close. As in, someone in the family, or a really close friend. And I kept getting the feeling like I had been in this particular funeral home before. It was like I had dreamed about it before then, too, and every time I made a turn, I knew what was around the corner. And what was even odder, the visitation room was really small, and the casket was right in front of a window that had blinds on it. Aside from that, the casket was also closed. Then later, I was in the parking lot, and I saw this red car, and for whatever reason, I tried to walk toward it, but when I did, the wind got strong to the point where I couldn't move, and the car would drive away, then it would drive back and park right in the same spot. So, I would try to walk toward it again, and the wind would pick up again, while the car drove away, AGAIN. It just kept repeating like that until I woke up, and I don't know what led me to this conclusion, but I kept getting the feeling that either me, or someone close to me was gunna' die on Halloween night, and then there would be a funeral a couple days later. I blame the car dramatization for making me think that. Everything else just connects. I guess it's just how I could never make it to the darn thing because of the wind, and I just associated that with losing someone, and never being able to see them again. Yes, I know, I have a messed-up mind. Anyway, long story short, I was depressed, and not looking forward to Halloween. But nothing happened, so I got over that.

Then I found out I have to read a whole book in three days. That's not something I can't do, I could read a pretty long book in less than a day if I actually wunna' read it (which isn't often). But it didn't help that the book took place in the country during the old days. Oldies just bore me dead. Some of them are tolerable, but I just can't stand them.

And now, I've had to delete something on my computer that WOULD have caused a virus, had it not been deleted, and then I found out that my mp3 player can't work right without it, and I had just downloaded about ten windows of songs, all of which just went to waste.

Despite what all I've been up to these past few weeks, I actually have something new to make up for it, so I guess it isn't so bad.